Dear Anonymous #1,

You are probably my favorite person that I’ve ever had a crush on… err.. favorite crush? I don’t know how to say it. Just thinking about the days when I had a crush on you makes me smile. I love how in junior high we were close friends, but we never hung out just the two of us and then in high school we went our seperate ways. I barely ever saw you. Probably three times a year, at most. Then last year, I visited you and the rest of them and we ended up hanging out just the two of us. Back then I didn’t really think of you as anything more than a really attractive, hilarious friend.

It was a great day. One of my favorite days, actually. It was really simple and refreshing. We walked to the dollar store so I could buy the supplies for my project, and I ended up buying you candy because you’re a lard. Just kidding. Then we walked back to your school and we sat on the steps of the church right across the street. We sat there for hours talking about nothing and everything. I don’t think I have actually sat down with a person and genuinely talked to them in such a manner without distractions like phones, other people, movies, etc.

After that, I just knew. You were absolutely adorable (and you still are). Spring break arrived quickly, and we hung out more than I expected, with other friends of course. We went to the mall and aimlessly roamed around. It was fun. We ended up sitting on a couch and while the others were discussing some random topic, you and I were texting each other while we were sitting right next to each other. All I can remember is a bunch of beer emoticons and repeated letters. “Llllllllllllllllllllllll”. Haha. You’re hilarious. We had a movie night at my best friend’s house, after that. It was supposed to be a junior high reunion but there was only 6 of us there. When you arrived later in the night you sat by me and I just died a little on the inside. We all squished on the couch and the entire time I wanted to hold your hand. 

I’m glad I didn’t. I’m glad the crush was nothing more than just a little crush, because you are a really good friend that I would like to have forever. I didn’t want to mess things up because you were incredibly attractive, endearing, adorable and quite lovely. I mean.. you still are :D Now that I think about it, I miss you. And your boys :(

Love ya!